Sweet Little Demon Inside of Me

It's back! God It hurts so much…. The bastard came back to finish his lunch. He can never be satiated, always coming back for more. Already know what’s coming in store. There wasn’t much left from before, but I guess that’s the cycle; a game and a lure. Pretend and act the play, but he will always be here to stay. Try as hard as you might, but he will never be far from sight. Yup, just to spite, stop and just take a bite. Down you go, far and below. You wither and falter, that’s usually the starter. Convincing you to duck and cover. Hide away in your shame; he wants you to be the blame. Nobody cares about little old you. When will you finally learn and get a clue? Clouds hang and rivers fall to stain. Eyes misleading, ears conceding, mouth pleading, and heart beating. The lower you go, the heavier the deathblow.

Fall and give in, fall into the sin. Give up, and give in. But you fight for whatever reason. Up you finally go, just to reach the surface. Just far enough to give it a kiss. He grabs you and pulls you back under. Into the darkness, you weep and wonder. Lose all hope and want to listen. Face it, you were never really a good Christan. Almost at the finish line. But which path will you dine; down here, on cloud nine. The canine or the goldmine? Make the right decision, as time is being used, just as a diversion. Take your time, and try to make the climb. It is not easy, and you may be queasy. Life is not always fair, but you need to know they care. This is not worth it, and you have to commit. Strive to the surface, and break free. Tomorrow is a new day, you will see.